This is my second post, and it’s not what I originally wanted to post this week. I changed my blog post yesterday ( Saturday evening) after an email I received from my Daughters mother.
***I little bit of a back story, I gave my child up to a loving couple that already had a prior child from a prior adoption. I gave my child to them because they had another child that was adopted too. I wanted her to grow up with someone just like her. When I gave her up open adoption was still well new, and Open had a lot of different meanings depending on the person/family. Her sister was from a closed adoption, not by their choice but because this is what the birth mother wanted. This blog is written because of this closed adoption***
Every day their daughter struggles with her adoption because she has no answers, She wants to know why, just one question, why. It causes her a great deal of emotional pain. It isn’t enough that her parents love her, she needs to know. and she has the right to now. It broke my heart while I read this email she sent me and sent me to my knees, I would do anything to take her pain away.
No child should have to feel the way she feels, and no parent should have to watch helplessly as their child struggles with questions they can’t answer.
If I can tell anybody any thing about adoption it is this, Open is great and the best way to go about it. That is in reference to an actual adoption, not a state adoption where the child was abused or removed. but an actual adoption where a person chooses to give their child up.
My goal in life is to encourage as many people as I can to be open to adoption as a whole and to be accepting of it. But I also want to make people aware of open adoptions and how great they can be, not for the birth parents but for the child.
The most important thing in any adoption should always be the well-being of the child, not just for today but for the future. I child , a baby is a human and they have rights, thoughts and feelings and this should always be the put above anything else.
I child has the right to know where, and who they came from ( who they look like, what their families where like). They have the right to know why they were given up. No matter how bad they have this right and it should be like pulling teeth to find out.
to All future adoptive parents and birth parents, when giving or adopting, ask your self this: if you where this child, this baby what would you want to know? Imagine how hard it can be to grow up and know that your birth parents didn’t want you, Please remember It doesn’t matter how much your real parents love you, you still want these answers.
I know it can be hard, but it isn’t about either set of parents, Its about the child. please when doing an adoption, please think open. There are many meanings of Open and it can be made to fit any families needs.