update on job

As I was doing my daily “stay at home mom” stuff,  my cell rang ( I didn’t hear it) and a voice mail was left.  I didn’t even notice as I didn’t expect a call from anyone today, and My family knows to call me on the house phone during the day ( as I have minutes on my cell).

Around 2pm I checked my phone, and then the voice mail.  My possible new job called…. they wanted to move up the orientation from Monday to tomorrow at 10am , Thursday Oct 31st.

I tried to call back to confirm but no one picked up,  I left a messages and will call back first thing at 8am.

So It looks like this is all happening… I can’t believe it.  I am so nervous…. I am preparing everything right now so all I have to do is get up, take a  shower, get dressed ( do make up and hair) and go.  due to the orientation being is mesa,  I will have to leave my house at 830 to get there on time due to rush hour.  so glad I don’t have to go all the way out there every day. …. the actual job is located a lot closer and I can take 1 city bus to get there.  which is great.

stay at home mom blues

Now that I am a “stay at home mom” (looking for a job) I find that my pretty went away, it seems to be on vacation.

I don’t get up in a rush, my days no longer consist of getting up, and getting dressed up.  I deal with dirty diapers, spills, messes, and accidents.  I take a shower when I get a chance, usually after my children are already cleaned up and when I am done, I put on sweats, and a t-shirt.  I might not even really brush my hair, as it’s just going to go up in pony anyway. I don’t even got to the bathroom by myself anymore, it feels more like a family event.

My time is spent cleaning up and dressing up my kids, as if I am their personal servant, which I think I am.  It’s like “Cinderella, minus the evil step mom and stepsister.  I do get hugs and kisses but I also get fits and throwing.  In addition, I will tell you for being 2 years old my son has one hell of an aim, and sad to say that aim happens to be my head or his sisters) I would love to dress up and make myself pretty, but I just don’t have the energy to start.

I have the mama blues,