I have no idea if I have a new job or even close to getting one, but I thought that I would start to look for childcare and get the kids ready just in case as their old sitter can no longer watch them.
I have a very busy day ahead of me , and going to see a couple of places, by myself as their father has work and school that day ( great excuses to get out of it, I know)
I keep telling my self this will be fun and great, but I don’t think so, nothing seems fun about this really, drag 2 kids along to several places where other kids are crying and screaming and toys all around them, this will be great.
either way, i look forward to the day in which i can actually put my children in child care so I can go to work.
I am not the stay at home type of mother, I love my kids and I wish i could afford it but I can’t. So this is the only next to best thing i can give them.
Hoping tomorrow goes great and I get lucky and find the place that will be the best for them and teach them the most
My life as I know it 