I think I need a Reboot and restart in my life……
or maybe an extra life……… I don’t but something
I have started to lose all focus and I am so Stressed and Lost. I don’t know what to do next. I am at a lost. like I said “restart” , if only life was like a video game.
Right now, I am extremely depressed, and I don’t know what I need to do to fix it. Well I know what needs to be done, but I just don’t feel like I have the ability to make it happen.
I have one month left, and If something big doesn’t happen. I don’t know what I will do. I need help.
I don’t know, I guess I am just venting my feelings. I really don’t have anyone to turn to right now. well besides my fiance but he is going through the same thing ( as we are in the same boat going through the storm together). So there is no need to add the extra stress. No one really knows what is going on and I know that even if they do know there is nothing that they can do to help.
So it leaves me with this, lost scared and depressed. I am wishing for a miracle that just really isn’t going to happen. I just wish I knew what to do and how to accomplish it.