Reboot

I think I need a Reboot and restart in my life……

or maybe an extra life……… I don’t but something

 

I have started to lose all focus and I am so Stressed and Lost.  I don’t know what to do next.  I am at a lost.  like I said “restart” ,  if only life was like a video game.

 

Right now, I am extremely depressed, and I don’t know what I need to do to fix it.  Well I know what needs to be done, but I just don’t feel like I have the ability to make it happen.

I have one month left, and If something big doesn’t happen.  I don’t know what I will do.  I need help.

I don’t know,  I guess I am just venting my feelings.  I really don’t have anyone to turn to right now.  well besides my fiance but he is going through the same thing ( as we are in the same boat going through the storm together). So there is no need to add the extra stress.  No one really knows what is going on and I know that even if they do know there is nothing that they can do to help.

So it leaves me with this,  lost scared and depressed.  I am wishing for a miracle that just really isn’t going to happen.  I just wish I knew what to do and how to accomplish it.