Weight loss goal… deadline approaching

So my deadline is approaching and even though I lost around 20 pounds so far,  I still have like 40 more to go.  and Just two months left…. EPPPPP!

I guess it is time to get serious about all this and actually get on with all this, I know what I need to do, but it is just hard. Well I guess it just easier to say it is hard, compared to getting off my butt and actually doing something about it.

But I will lose this and I will lose more weight before the 2 months is over ( hopefully if lucky I will lose another 20 pounds!)

okay, I guess it time to take this seriously and get on with this weight loss,

and with that said,  I need to think of something to do to make some money to buy some new cloths for the “new body” I am getting.

When saying that,  I will tell you after loosing 20 pounds there is a lot of skin, there and it’s not going back to what it was.  and I am hoping it will like, I don’t know, shrink, if possible.  Please say its possible, oh please.

On a side note, been demanding a few things recently on if I should be posting some pics , before and after.  But right now I am a little scared, I don’t want to be made fun of for showing all the gore, that it is the fat of my belly.

Either way here goes nothing,  good bye to the weight, you will no longer own me.  I will be healthy again.

AAAAHHHHHHH……… TWO MONTHS LEFT

Well I have two months to lose 50 pounds ( I am at 150, gained a pound but really its a pound),  and I am now freaking.  Trying to find a healthy way to lose the 50 pounds in two months.

Since I started my goal, a lot has changed.  I know work full-time.  And despite the fact that I make a 1k less than I did at my other job, I am more stressed than ever, and have a lot more work.  due to my work schedule I have been working late and the fiance has been picking me up, so in the last two weeks no walks, which is bad.

I say that this is bad for several reasons,  one being the walking is what is helping me lose weight and the other,  the walking is a stress reliever.  So in short ,  no stress relief right now,  I am holding it all in and it is building.

Since I have two months left, I need to rethink my goal, and what I need to do to achieve it, in a healthy way.

Yes I know I keep on pressing the fact “healthy way”, this is for several reasons.  Main reason,  i don’t want to damage my body in order to lose weight,  and i feel that if it isn’t done right, than I won’t lose the weight permanently ( as in I will just gain the weight back again), which would defeat the hole reason why I am doing this.

So what to do, what to do?????????

cloths shopping – second hand style

Happy Sunday to all.  Today I am going cloths shopping,  but not to a regular store.

My new job requires me to dress business causal, which has become a problem for me as, well I don’t have any business casual cloths that fit me.

After having 2 kids in 2 years , I haven’t gone back to my pre prego weight,  I am at 161 and I was at 125, So nothing fits.  But due to my budget or lack of  budget I can’t afford to actually go to a store and buy new cloths, so I am going to try something new and different. I am going to go shopping at a second-hand or used cloths store.

this is my first time shopping at these types of stores so I don’t know really where to go, I went online last night and found some places to try out today.

Wish me luck that I can find something.

weigh in ….da da da daaaaaa

today is weigh in day

last week my weight was at 162.8

Today it is ……161.4 pounds

so a loss of 1.4 pounds

Not sure if that is a true loss or not, but either way I will take it. ( and we will know for sure with next Monday’s weigh in)