Today is calm so far.
My little lady is standing a bunch today. She is 1 years old and refuses to walk. She is a cautious child. but she is also really small, ( I swear she still looks like she can pass for a 9 month old, she is also still able to 9 month cloths ) I know is wanting to walk but she still isn’t steady. I think she might have another month or 2 before she can actually walk.
My duder (my son, this is one of his nicknames) walked up to her and pushed her down when she was standing, he still has a little bit of problems with her, but regardless we know he loves her and even though he will probably never admit it, he can’t be without her.
If she is sleeping in the other room, he doesn’t like it and will ask repeatedly “sissy up yet” or “let’s get sissy”. He will even sneak into the room and wake her up. We also can’t do anything without it being the two of them; he doesn’t like her not being right there, even if it is to push her down.
My son also took it upon himself to answer the phone today, it was cute. He ran over to the land-line, jumped up, grabbed the phone (on the 2nd try), picked it up, and said “Hello” and then he was silent, and as it turns out listening to a recorded message. Nevertheless, he felt like one big boy.
Even though at times I get bored over her, staying home all day, with nothing really to do, my children do make it fun, they give me a good laugh. And even though I really want adult interaction, I find their company to be better than that of my former coworkers.
I can honestly still say that even though I am stressed and want a job really badly, it’s not bad enough to want to go back there. (Don’t get me wrong, its wasn’t the job I had problems with it was a couple of the coworkers)
My life as I know it 